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Wednesday, April 28, 2010
Ordinary. HIHIHIHIHIHI! :D Its been very long time since i didnt blog. Thanks to the connection anyway...( meant it sarcastically) lols... Alright, I'll make it short. I passes my driving test!!! YAYS!!! teehee. =) After all my hard work on learning car. getting weird expressions from my driving instructor, embrass myself from the elders and sorts...( i even DAMN the gear clutch)LOLS...by the way, MY INSTRUCTOR IS GREAT. He's nice and warm...he's good at handling the major situation. I mean me screwing up the whole time and he's there to support me. THANK YOU MR TAI!!! APPRECIATE IT A WHOLE LOT...^^ My instructor and my family member always said i got no confident in bringing on the car...well, its pretty true though. I really finds it so hard to get myself on the truck. START THE ENGINE AND GO! another better word than this is: FRIGHT! :D My dad encourage me to do well and there ~ I PASSED! all it proves that self esteem and self-belief is way too important. Believe me =) Alright off with that, I wanna get myself into a YOGA LESSON! GEES... Yea, you didnt see wrong. I wrote ' YOGA LESSON'! LOLS. First of that, I felt like I seriously cant handle my own stress and emotions well. Therefore, I finds that this particular yoga class might help me on a little bit. Might get on before college life gets started. ^^ KITTENS!!! OH MY GOD!!! BEAUTIFUL AND CUTE KITTEN!!! My neighbor's cat came and found a nice plus suitable place to give birth, which is MY RETARDED SHOE RACK!!! NICE! grin* Those kittens is kind of cute and adorable but too bad my parents won't keep them. sad =( But luckily there's someone who are willing to take care of them and we were giving it away. SMILES. My pup were tiny busy cause of the kittens MEOW MEOW SOUNDS...making my house in chaotic situation. But it's still under control. I recently found out that i am lacking of clothes. might get in a few pieces soon. CROSS FINGERS* SMILES SHOPPING!!! TILL HERE, XOXO JESS Labels: ordinary Thursday, March 25, 2010
Love P&M DON'T ASK ME WHY AM I STILL AWAKE... I can't sleep... there's a lot of stuff playing in my mind right now... 1. family 2. education 3. M.O.N.E.Y My new car is coming up right soon...in this few weeks time...I don't even know whether I can move it on or not? It's tiny and small which goes accordingly perfect of my size, small and petite.. BUT I kinda worrying and non-stop thinking...sighs... The distance~It makes me so hard to travel up and down day by day for my classes...I HATE THE RUSH...I wanna stay in campus and find a part-time job nearby or inside the college itself which is sufficient to support myself with...But But But, that's against my parents wishes...they didnt want me to work hard for just a little pay...( to them: It's not worth it) DUHHHH~~~ I mean...I had my very own perception.I wanna stay in campus~because of the cost-saving...I understands its pretty hard to carry on a child's education with a bare hand...(well, only my DAD's working btw)...I seriously didnt want my dad to suffer just that...at least I can have my own pay and cash by my own hard earn money...I am big enough to think wisely pa... I know you both loves me...but...I cant just eat and sleep at home being a rotten pig just to wait you guys give me money to spend right??? It's unfair to both of you and even me myself...And I wanna be independent though...I am big enough to take care of myself... I wanna gain new experience~look upon outside...the cost of travelling up and down is high...I didnt wanna waste You both money just like that...SNAP OF FINGERS* I felt bad...really bad...just, hope pa and ma understands me...know what I really one...Deep down in my <3> -Pay for my course -Bought me a car - Pay for additional costs and sorts...everywhere and everything is $$$$$ Just wanna help out you guys a little bit...<3>tears drop*) EDUCATION: I didnt know much or get much info about WHAT BUSINESS REALLY IS:... BUSINESS ITU APA??? XD but, i just wanna settle it down. study well on that field...get my diploma cert..pursue my degree and get over it...I got wad it takes actually... My DAD had done everything alright for me. From education to job to car and lastly my house... I got all it takes. I think it's the time for me to pay tribute back to them...Its all about you both XD Its just when I think back all those: memories/ flashbackss/ and so On...I just got emotional... I seriously got no idea how college life would be...how would I be ended up with??? sighss... just hope everything goes smoothly like before. FINAL WORD: I LOVE YOU PAPA AND MAMA THANKS FOR EVERYTHING. I REALLY APPRECIATE IT.... till here then. nighties. tata... jess XOXO... Labels: Big Girls Don't Cry Thursday, March 18, 2010
Blogskin renewed XD. AFTERNOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's 1.30pm in the noon and I've been facing my lappy since 3 hours ago...OMG... search for blogskins... I've rated my VERY OWN TOP 10 blogskins!!! LOLS... YEA, prefer simple and ordinary kind... I am so sucks in technically supportive to my lappy till i didn't know how to renew blogskins and sorts...DUHHHH... (FAINT)* In this PARTICULAR moment, comes a superhero..........save my life...lols. haha ALIKE those cartoon or manga series. nola, actually she is a fren of mine. who wakes up early to settle my bloggie stuff...CLAPS*** thanks to mr BIBO NG!!! appreciate your help a lot ya: XD till here then. continue further at night.kinda exhausted. TAKECARE.BYE.<3 Labels: ordinary Wednesday, March 17, 2010
HAPPENING MARCH... Okaysss... Firstly, I gotta apologize cuz kinda long didnt update my blog...BECAUSE OF THE F***ING CONNECTION LINE....grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr....>.<...recently really finds it so hard to go online due to the SO SO SO SLOW CONNECTION & LINE PROB...sighss Anyway,I got through by today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!YAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOLSS.... Alright, hmmm...it is march this month? uh huh?...there is pretty much drama and sorts going on actually but its okay though...March right? wad is the first thing that comes in your mind????? YEA, BINGO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =) SPM RESULTSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS =( sighssss I got kinda sucks results actually...damn it...but never mind,i still maintain my English standard with A's...lolsss if cant get A for English...i will definitely cry lorrrrr....cuz it's my fav subject ma.....lolsss...but but but but but but but............ gt failed la...u noe? those calculation subjects...sighssss... just dont understands lor...why M I still so sucks in calculation??? when my parents payed TENS & HUNDRED for my education...just dont ever get it.. Since primary till now...I am really really sucks in it...( BELIEVE ME...IM RELI THAT NOOB WHEN IT COMES TO MATHS)............=.= how i wish? that...spm MATHS STANDARD COULD be as: 1+1=2 2+2=4 3+3=6 4+4=8 5+5=10 but never mind still........ wait a minute,,,,WAKE UP LA!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THATS IMPOSSIBLE LA WEI...LOLS...awwww, i miss my childhood days...^^ I felt chill suddenly.lols.ignore me. but anyways,i still got it to enroll into college...TADAAAA!!! SEGI UNIVERSITY COLLEGE!!! XD clapss* will be taking diploma in business in administration not bad uh? yea not bad... still considering should I move into hostel or not...or the other option will be I rush up and down for my classes...and down to class wit my hair undone and messy look... EWWWW...LOLS Here comes the good news, MR chia ( my beloved papa) said: ''girl, why not i get you a new car? So that you can drive to college.'' and me! the pathetic girl stood up at once and says: Pa, you serious??? My papa nodded* and I were like drop jaw...( my mind wondered)lolsss... Yayssss.... NEW CAR COMIN UP FOR ME!!! its a white color new myvi with full accesories...cool uh? btw, thank god its not manual...prefer auto more...yeepssss hapii me* ahhhh...next month only can get it.cant wait...smiles* SWITCH MODE* AHEM...NORMAL MODE... okok,,,,skip that part...back to normal part. i finds it very boring recently.No idea why is it happening to me o mayb the rest of u out ther...(if u feels the same way to la of coz...) MyDAILYROUTINE: wake up. eat. online. tv. oncall. text. eat. tv. online. N zzzzz Can imagine how sienxx M I ed? sighsss... alright, end of that... recently I AM SO INTO WAD??????? CAMERAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG ME....i wanna get mySELF a very first OWN camera... LOOKING FOR THIS: NICE RIGHT?? BUT IT COSTS RM 1399 werrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrXO  or...another options. INSTANT CAMERA...CHIK CHAK* smiles  RM 390 Or....LOMOSSSS!!!!! chelsea maika edition...=)  RM 205 I dun noe werr...instant? digital? lomo? DSLR? ( haiya that wan in my dream la...)^^ NNNNN, My fav blackbird!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WILL GET UUUU...but dont know when.sighsss...  NICE RIGHT??? OMG! SO NICE LEA.... alright: since then...dinner time* mum mumbling.lols c ya! ciaoxx XOXO jess a.k.a AJ Labels: ordinary Monday, March 8, 2010
It's something new for- 2010!!!! Alright~ hmmm, lets make it clear...its been so long that I didnt reli get into this, my own particular blog after all the...scandals and dilemma had happen to me... ALRIGHT ALRIGHT.......skip those part...lets head into this year... Well,to me...its more like a brand new start.Thinking* hmmm...wait a minute....HOW DO I GOTTA PUT IT UH??? NEW LIFE??? = Pretty much true. NeW LOOK??? = YEA, definitely...wink* New EDUCATION LINE = yea...sighs... based on that...its hundred percent change with a 360 degree turn around...WHOAH!!!! SOUNDS B.i.G...laughs* New life... im gonna get my new house in the middle of the year soon...oh well,tat depends on the luck,whether i can get it earlier or something...lols...I reli pray so damn god hard to get out of here.Because i reli wanna shift into my new hse...cuz........its huge!!!! LOLS...HEY, by the way im not materialistic ya...its cuz IT reli makes me more comfortable than this particular house that im staying which im always tortured with the US-BOOMing thingy...sighs... (u noe?...those malay prayers stuff) its pretty frustrated u noe?? sighs...yea, tats my backup reason for it/// LOLS Cny were like normal: family> relatives> frens> duh!!! And...my 'angpau money' kinda lotss this year... woooohooooooooo............claps* but,all stored and sleeps in the bank. sighs...well, im a bit thankful enough...cuz at least i gotta use quarter of it. wink* YEAH^^ nEW STYLE? O yea, that were a lil bit intense...which is.................. I CUT MY HAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ( unexpected uh?) many of my frens were shock = drop jaws...lols) Its like the first time in my teenage life tat i HAD A short hair...oh well, deduct those bad childhood times..where,i go bald and boy boy hair when i was in the STANDARD...lols... I like it exactly. I found it refreshing than my previous look...which is kinda dull and dull...lols... My image change drastically from: THIS...=(  To this:...  Yea...that...oh well, my mum kinda disagree with my NEW LOOK...but i insisted to it. So I think she cant say much probably...hiak hiak hiak...as my dad...he teased all through the way..calling me names and sorts...sighs...anyway, THANKS DAD FOR SUPPORTING ME YA!!!! LET'S SEE ^^ EDU LINE? practically I still haven make up my mind wanna study in wad field or wad...its just naturally... depends on results...its either good or bad...thats all....ARHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THIS COMIN THURSDAY...is RESULTS DAY !!!! SCARY MAN!!!! sighss...dun care la...up to god to decide for me...lolss hmmm, I think it's till up here then...c ya...ciaoxxx ^^ XOXO jess... Labels: ordinary |
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