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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Thursday, March 25, 2010
Love P&M DON'T ASK ME WHY AM I STILL AWAKE... I can't sleep... there's a lot of stuff playing in my mind right now... 1. family 2. education 3. M.O.N.E.Y My new car is coming up right soon...in this few weeks time...I don't even know whether I can move it on or not? It's tiny and small which goes accordingly perfect of my size, small and petite.. BUT I kinda worrying and non-stop thinking...sighs... The distance~It makes me so hard to travel up and down day by day for my classes...I HATE THE RUSH...I wanna stay in campus and find a part-time job nearby or inside the college itself which is sufficient to support myself with...But But But, that's against my parents wishes...they didnt want me to work hard for just a little pay...( to them: It's not worth it) DUHHHH~~~ I mean...I had my very own perception.I wanna stay in campus~because of the cost-saving...I understands its pretty hard to carry on a child's education with a bare hand...(well, only my DAD's working btw)...I seriously didnt want my dad to suffer just that...at least I can have my own pay and cash by my own hard earn money...I am big enough to think wisely pa... I know you both loves me...but...I cant just eat and sleep at home being a rotten pig just to wait you guys give me money to spend right??? It's unfair to both of you and even me myself...And I wanna be independent though...I am big enough to take care of myself... I wanna gain new experience~look upon outside...the cost of travelling up and down is high...I didnt wanna waste You both money just like that...SNAP OF FINGERS* I felt bad...really bad...just, hope pa and ma understands me...know what I really one...Deep down in my <3> -Pay for my course -Bought me a car - Pay for additional costs and sorts...everywhere and everything is $$$$$ Just wanna help out you guys a little bit...<3>tears drop*) EDUCATION: I didnt know much or get much info about WHAT BUSINESS REALLY IS:... BUSINESS ITU APA??? XD but, i just wanna settle it down. study well on that field...get my diploma cert..pursue my degree and get over it...I got wad it takes actually... My DAD had done everything alright for me. From education to job to car and lastly my house... I got all it takes. I think it's the time for me to pay tribute back to them...Its all about you both XD Its just when I think back all those: memories/ flashbackss/ and so On...I just got emotional... I seriously got no idea how college life would be...how would I be ended up with??? sighss... just hope everything goes smoothly like before. FINAL WORD: I LOVE YOU PAPA AND MAMA THANKS FOR EVERYTHING. I REALLY APPRECIATE IT.... till here then. nighties. tata... jess XOXO... Labels: Big Girls Don't Cry |
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But baby, where they knock you down and out
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